Monday, December 26, 2005
kiez...firstly,merry x'mas to those reading this...hmmx...3 daes ago bro got his school posting result alreadi...n hes going to jwss nex year...at first want to transfer to my skul but then cancelled...summore its nearby...n that he got many frens there...soo,let him be...though i want him be in the same skul as me in the first place...*sobsob*hehe...so now...havent done my holidae hw yet...olga havent collect her holidae hw...haiz...so...not in the mood to talk bout skul yet...hehex...hmmx...havent pack bag...books also blom beli...tues later then buy...mum n the others go to kenduri...left me,is and er...so...yesterdae went sight-seeing at mount faber,had breakfast at ayer rajah foodcourt...then go IKEA in search for something...hmmx...total expenses bout $40..then arrive home,changed to kebaya putih...go follow ibu to her sdare nyer majlis akad nikah...till bout 9.30pm...then join in the karaoke...blahblahblah...not many people lor...hehex...so todae...kena nag...watch tv;cahaya-krisdayanti@suria,atas nama cinta at tv1,hindustan movie at vasantham central n now watching video music awards at channel 5...skul opening soon...hw havent done...mampos aku...left a few daes onlie...haiz...hmmx...cam malas nk buat...really in no mood to do anitink...
8:48 AM
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
care reading??tis entry i bett quite boring to be read...yeah...nutink much to write.todae.yesterdae.same routine.wake up late.slightly late.9am alreadi kena morning call.haiz...last wed...went to west coast park wip famili..kena cabar by my adek2 to climb to the top of this pyramid thingy...urggh.quite scary.im afraid of heights!!hehex...but then slowly-slowly finally managed to get to the top.not really scary though.feel like climbing from the base again.kind of fun...hehex...then eat at mcdonalds.got this black dog very scary.the owner go tie him at the wooden tiang.near me.urggh!then after that go back home.oh ya,before that got go to teban gardens to buy bananas.hehex...then baru head home...at home i surf the net...clean the mess i made a bit...then go get changed for this youth seminar...arrived 40 mins late for the seminar.not much left out.sat at the very end of the room.with ekah and syafiq.sat in between them.the seminar going to finish at 10pm.get quite motivated after the talk.now i noe what i really passion about...how money really values...and i've promised the lecturer.everybody promised.we were asked to.to talk to our parents,tell them what exactly we want and what we dont.its sounds hard.i still dont have the courage to face and telll both my parents yet.but one day i would...i must tell.its compulsory for me....
2:58 PM
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Monday, December 19, 2005
todae gt the volunteer thingy to do...but i neva go...wake up late...the rest they all go...stay at hum wif is..haiz...got many things to be done...haiz...house still in big mess due to yesterdae...aiyoh...hmmx...they be hum at around 3 like that...still got time to kemas the mess...nw...still listing in my mind what i got to do nw...- tidy ibu bed
- my room
- heat up yesterdae food
- sweep&mop the floor
- feed is
- bathe is
- tidy hall
- dining area
think tats all i got to do...haiz...quite a lot...but den beta do fast...later they all come back surely no mood alreadi...then later can continue reading the books i just borrowed few days ago..=) a bit frust wif mum...coz of juz now...sae me lazy..don wan do work...blahblahblah...but then quite amazed see her.she ask syafiq do sumtink..he didnt do..den she didnt sae anitink...so fair ya...??:$ haiz...watever!!!juz hope one dae she changed....haiz...got to go back to work...
1:21 AM
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
hu ever thought i gt probs at home??haiz...ya probs...neva thought of telling anyone except for one hu noes bout it...even if tell no one believe n feel like listening to me...haiz...y im leading tis kind of life...?juz want FREEDOM and TRUST from my parents...cannot express my feelings to them...they also like don ever bother want to listen to what i got to sae...den i kena rude...haiz...what to do....but i noe what im doing...sometimes i feel they are soo unfair!syafiq,syafiq...syafiq do anitink,they compliment...when i do something,neva did they praise me watever...syafiq got almost everitink he wants...got his freedom at least..can go out...blahblahblah...ya,hes a guy...but no big deal.i want the same treatment as what syafiq got...but sure wont get one...i noe they scared i get bad influenced from outside...scared i mixed around...then i become so liar...haiz...dunnoe y some people got that kind of mindset...i don ask for more...juz want FREEDOM,TRUST and UNDERSTANDING from them...what i can sae for myself...im those not easily influenced...i juz want to explore my life, stay happy,gain experiences and make many contacts...dunnoelah what to sae now...what u guys as my friends tink of me..??i really need honest responds from my peeps...if i got done anitink wrong sorry liao...aniwaez,if got anitink to say bout me...sae it out.im moore than happy to hear them rather then getting to noe u guys saying them behind my back...
6:20 PM
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todae nt going out wif them...todae quite bad tempered...with my siblings...don want to cooperate do housework...sian lah...haiz...i fell tat i hv been shouting like mad woman the whole day...haiz....haiz...mum go KL yesterdae nite wif syafiq...she got meeting there...wat lah...blahblahblah...dad todae work morning shift.got to tolerate my incooperative siblings...ask them to eat dont want...then later kena scolding...didnt take gd care of them...blahblah....then is keep messing the house...had to tidy the mess he made...mann...im sick!!juz feel like thowing their toys to Ah Tong...urgh...i feel soo terrible...one whole dae neva study...they sat in front of the comp playing games...blahblahblah...now what...im soo worn out...aiyah...tmr got volunteering work at dunnoe what stadium...need the energy...surely soo tiring..the event will be from 8am-1pm.thought of going somewhere jalan2 wif kak ilah after that...she off somemore...haiz...then maybe going library...or sleep at her house for few days...im soo damn bored here...at least there got someone to joke around...to share probs...hehex...i just think i need time off...
3:35 PM
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
im sick!sicko!no npcc for me...*sobsob*.but kindda like happy like that...hehex...me vomitting like pregnant lady...but hey,im not pregnant ok!!!then mabok cam hell...hehex...now feeling slightly better alreadi...dunnoe tmr gonna meet kak ili n kak ilah or nt...c first...
12:07 PM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
long time neva write...lazy.buzy.then sum moore i nt always in...few weeks ago went to KL.5D4N.1st-5th dec.stayed at Residence Hotel.follow syafiq's soccer team(home u)...got some friendly match there...quite tiring...the best part is...EATING!!!wala...eat dinner n breakfast in hotel.lunch own expense.then first dae alreadi kene tipu RM5 sey...*sobsob*can spare me for some chewing gums!!!argh!!!all that bcoz of the keropok lekor there...argh!!!*frust*then at night sleep late at night...watch tv lor...hehex...oh ya...first dae very interesting.got watch this discovery channel.very interesting!!also cannot recall much.hehex...something bout "mummy"...blahblahblah...then got some king of quarrel involving the adults.we kids juz hack care one...no interfere please...oh ya...go swimming at the 2nd storey...juz for few min.then got dinner.wala...argh!!no fun sey...watever it is...i remember the experience at Petaling Street most...so damn crowded...quite expensive lah the things...guess what...i only bought ankle socks for myself...the 2 girls bought T-shirts for themselves.syafiq bought socks same wif me.muhammad n man nought shoes and slippers each.quite nice i muz sae especially man's slippers...hehex...then when about to board bus to go back to hotel...got to noe got tis shop selling quiksilver shirts 3 for RM10...wala!!it hurts my heart man...nvm...nex time can go there again...then last dae go back.arrive in s'pore around 6-6.15 like that...man,kak ilah n mad sleep at my place...then at nite kena sabo by man n mad...fine tis is getting on my nerves...they go msg hafiz say from the first time i saw him i like him...then skali kak ili was holding hafiz's hp...panjang citer...then kak ili called me...saying wow...nt bad ar...i was like soo damn confused.dunnoe wat was happening.man n mad seen laughing like hell...kiez...at least i noe they're the ones behind all these...haiz...wat to do???to have such cuz...?!ish...mintak kenek tampar jek!!
nex...that dae went out with kak ili,kak ilah n me!hehex...meet up dunnoe arnd wat time...ate at BK.aniwaez...tis is the first time for this sumone to eat at BK...not me.gotlah...tis sumone...hehex...i tink we there for bout 1 hr like that...juz for us to finish our meal.had BK Big Fish student meal-an upsized one...kak ili got cheeseburger student meal.kak ilah got rendang student meal i guess-upsized also...then after that...kak ili went to work...me and kak ilah go library...but juz 2 hrs in there the library going to close alreadi...frankly,2 hrs is not enough for me...then go stay overnight at kak ilah's house...nex dae.ibu called sae want to pick up.early in the morning sey call call...wala!!argh!!!then she come wif the boys n nur.i asked for 1 dae extend.granted.yippee!then in the evening kak ilah kena called.got to go to work.at 6.get ready.go out.bik ita sent.kak ilah go work.i go library.8.30pm im off.borrowed two malay novels,2 home deco,2 eng bks n 1 dunnoe wat bk...hehex...went to cwp.go to KFC.bought ice cream cone.im an ice cream freak aniwaez...hehex...then to the old chang kee to buy carrot cake...then go back to bik ita place.got there.went inside kak ilah room.wait for bout
1 1/2h for her to get back from work.she brought back some muffins and tarts.loves the tarts the most.kiwi,strwberry,and mango.mahathir and in go fry some fillets.we eat those fillets with rice.taste yummy...hungry alreadi liao...hehex...then go inside room look through the books just borrowed.read novel.then sleep.im doomed!
kiez...thats it for now...many interesting things took place but cant possibly type everything down...hehex...cau..
3:07 PM
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PROFILE
NADZIERAH ERLIYANAaka CNAD.COCONAD.
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FAST FACTS.
`IM A BLURR-SOTONG.SO SOMETIMES YOU WILL HAVE TO REPEAT WHATEVER YOU'VE JUST SAID.
`I ALWAYS DAYDREAM.YOU CAN FIND ME NOT ALWAYS PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT PEOPLE SAID.
`TEND TO GET DISTRACTED QUITE EASILY.BUT NOT WHEN IM BUSY READING BOOKS.MUAHAHA.
`ALWAYS MOTIVATING MYSELF.I HAVE TO MOVE ON.=))
-going to be the next adam khoo.~~teehee.
`IM QUIET.YOU WILL GET BORED WHEN TALKING TO ME.I ALWAYS ANSWER SO BRIEFLY.I DONT TALK MUCH UNLESS IF I FIND IT NECESSARY.
`I TEND TO SMILE A LOT.I LOVE TO SMILE. -oh,tis is soo true.!
`PISS ME OFF AND I'LL GIVE YOU A BITCHY LOOK.
`I DONT REALLY CARE IF YOU WERE TO CALL ME NAMES AND ME BEING SHORT.WATEVER.I DONT GIVE A DAMN.I WILL JUST IGNORE YOU AND MAKE YOU LIKE A FOOL.
-just dont let me curse you and your future generations.MUAHAHA.
`I LOVE TO ORGANISE STUFFS.AND BEING CREATIVE.
`I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TO INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE.YOU WONT.AND YOU CANT.
`TEND TO JUST FORGIVE OTHERS.
-but i wont forget whatever you did.when,and where.i shall always remember.MUAHAHA.
`I SAY THINGS BASED ON FACTS.
`IM EMO.CAN GET SENSITIVE.I CRY EASILY.ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU MESS WITH MY STUFFS.