Fruit of love.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

+[[ its a spectrum of emotions. ]]+

heyhey.
jus got back from hospital.
guess i just have to tell
the real stuff now.
kk,,
3 days never come school.
ouh.not bout back pain ACTUALLY.
its of operation.
yeah,,to remove
tis lump from
my thigh and arm.
dunnoe what it is yet.
next appointment then
get to know.

share with u my experience.
day 1,wed(27/9/06)
went to kent ridge wing building at NUH at around 10++am.register at the day surgery counter. then went over to the extension room,the ward sumtink like tat.changed.had to remove EVERYTHING.change to the hospital gown.then sat at one of the bed while waiting for the nurse to call and bring me to the operating theatre.nervous liao.duh.first time i had to undergo operation mahs..flip through the magazine i just bought so tat not feel so boring.mum with me.hais..waited and waited till 11++am.then the nurse came.went to the operating theatre.very cold lehs.changed my slipper to the rubber one.the hospital one.had to cover hair with the mask or watever.its green in colour.then sat at the waiting area in front of the operating theatre counter.watched this malay drama while waiting for the doctor to call.quite a few doctors came to see my lumps and ask me LOADS OF QNS.hmm,,i was like????watever.thne at 11.40am.was called and brought to the REAL OPERATING THEATRE.its the SECOND ROOM.SUPER COLD lehs inside.kindda freezing.then i was a bit naked.got many doctors in there.=S paisey seh.lay down on the 'bed'.its covered with cloth.lucky theres sumtink like blow vacuum??at least got some warmth.if not i freezing seyy.=S laid down.and the doctor's name is Wee.asked me whether i want to injected or blow balloon.i was like.."urm,,injection??NO!NO!blow balloon!"hahas.then he said that only kids choose to blow balloon.wuak3..then he sae tat while i was asleep he will be putting a tube inside my mouth so that i can breathe.and my lips might get cut and i will have little sore throat after that.i was nodding my head only lorr..and he also mentioned tat i will smell smelly stocking while blowing the "balloon".cool~~blow,and blow the balloon.after a few times i was unconcious already.and the operation begun.

the next thing i knew,i was done with the operation.SUPER GIDDINESS!slept and slept.then the nurse ask me to wake up.urgh..!extra man.watever.dun really care what she say man.then i was asked to breathe in deeply cos my heart beat pumps very slow.i saw the meter lor.which was urm..next to me.?duh.a bit increase then decrease back.then increase again,and decrease.then at last 89 then they take off the meter and i was pushed to the ward.went to ward 48,bed 15.only got this indian patient.i dunnoe who.the nurses close the curtain then pushed the bed i was lying on nearer to the bed im going to sleep on while being admitted to the hospital.super weak.lucky the nurses help me.tyty.lay down already,i want to vomit.and lucky one of the nurse brought along with her a plastic bag.so i vomitted in the plastic bag she gave me.quite a lot ar.SMELLY!!then i asked if i could drink water,the nurse say,,cannot.have to wait for a few more hours.but then got to only gaggle my mouth with plain water.the next thing,,i slept again.tat was like hours.yeah,true hours i slept.but then dun get to sleep really well.cos the indian patient beside me was super noisy.i mean,,the patients' visitors.did called for the nurse several times to tell them to keep quiet.ok,,the nurse did scolded them but..the people there wahlao..kindda crazy i guess??they jerk and made sarcastic remarks then make more noise lar.i was like what the hell??!I WANT TO REST,oKAY??!!

managed to sleep a bit,though.the people still super noisy.but then i was like hack care bout them.it was around 4pm then i realise that theres milo and a slice of chocolate cake.but then dun have the strength to take the food.so i called for the nurse to help me.the nurse came and i drank a bit of milo.and some plain water.and i continued sleeping,again.the next moment,i heard people giggling and like staring at me.i thought who say.first like sumone 1 noe.i like hack care lorr.cannot see clearly cos i was not wearing specs.and i tot its only my imagination.so i kindda want to continue sleeping.then i rubbed my eyes a bit.then suddenly i realise its PCD!haha.what a surprise.shann,pnad,olga n farah came.was asked LOADS OF QUESTIONS by them.then they say i sleep so beautiful?wakaka.sleeping beauty or whatever.then if im not wrong theres sumtink like prince charming?eh?cant really remember cos i was in daze at that moment and DIZZY!=S another surprise.they brought me a PINK STAR MARSHMALLOW for me!woohoo~~THANKS GUYS!LOVE YA!at least got sumtink for me to hug seyy..then pnad went off first cos her father fetching.and my dinner came.was 'force' by them to eat.i cannot!later i vomit again lor..=S tried to get the food.super dizziness.shouldn't have get up,man.then after tat i did not talk much.feeling:SO SICK.sorry guys for not really entertaining.and they thought i daydream.oops!not this time round.was told tat shann wants to see my bitchy face.haha.maybe next time,shann??x/ and oh ya.my left hand was being injected by glucose or watever liquid it is.my right arm and left thigh wheich were being operated not long before dun feel anything lor.like usual.unless if u press on it lor..duh!they went to the playground,played swing,i guess.took a short nap.then they came back and want to go home.its about 7pm already lor.and my dinner!u noe what,?only ate the papaya but thats a bit only.shann was like bye2 to me ALOT OF TIMES then close open the curtain.wahaha.made some noise.REVENGE IS SWEET-jus like what farah always said.

they gone home.my dinner was still left untouched.then the person came to take the food,when she realise i havent had any.so she ask me why.i said the nurse ask me to eat later.so she leave it there first.then i sleep.then the person come again.and i realise i havent eat yet.gosh!said sorry.and the lady help to heat up my food.ty!eat up the food slowly lar.guys,,its not mee rebus.its nooddles + spaghetti-like soup.quite nice lar.the smell.but then the taste a bit awful.ate only a bit and finished the papaya.milo drank a few sips and tats it.can take no more.=S yukees..
mum called if i want her to come.its like..OF COURSE LARH!!aiyoyo....she came with sya at around 8pm.uh..gosh.damn ar.they still noisy watched tv.argh..tried to sleep.10++pm already.STILL NOISY!!wala!mum n sya asked them to shut up still the same lor..wth.then i really cannot take it.and shout,,"CAN YOU PLEASE BE MORE CONSIDERATE??!I WANT TO SLEEP!!"uh..then after tat asked the nurse if got empty bed at other room.unlucky sia.FULL HOUSE!which also means all booked lar.then shifted to bed 17.jus in front THEM.but then not so noisy lar.u noe wat?the EXTRA2 people were chased out!im not laughing.ouh..PLEASE BE MORE CONSIDERATE!=))

mum and sya went home around 11++pm.slept alone.during the night got waken up by the nurse to take temperature and eat medicine.=S

day 2,thursday(28/9/06)
woke up at 8++am.doctor came to check wounds.nurse came to take temperature.then another one came to send breakfast.uh..feeling better.Dr.Wee injected medicine to stop me from vomitting.can take food at last.NO MORE VOMITTING!im kindda starving??wahaha..aniwae,the nurse removed the glucose or watever stuff yesterday.but then not the needle.pain sia...=S

had roti john+fries+papaya+milk+milo+apple juice for breakfast.the food not very tasty.urm..like got air inside??=x finished only half of the roti john.the nurse help me to bathe.urmm..paiseyy sey..("x) cos i still feeling giddy.then walk also like flying.wahaha..

actually got to go home already.but then got chest pain and the giddy like getting worse.so the doctor extend 1 more day.BORING.had lunch and supper and dinner.as usual.slept and eat medicine and watched tv.urgh..cant move too much.the patient in front of me quiet a bit.AT LAST!!can rest!phew!the patient is the little girl.aged 5.named monica.cute lehs..we chat and laughed2.wahaha...she kena child abuse by her father.sorry for her.=S

mum came with sya n ayah at night.had the sunshine butter bread mum bought at 7-eleven.hungry.hee.dun feel like talking to anybody.jus closed my eyes and slept.SUPER HEADACHE.CAN TAKE NO MORE.then summore dad and sya keep on hitting the bed.felt like vomitting also have..=S then they went off and continued sleeping.got farah msg and replied her quickly before i slept again.

day 3,friday(29/9/06)
MUCH,MUCH BETTER!had the needle on my left hand removed.AT LAST!and not so much of the giddiness+chest pain!=)) and got to go home.at last,at last.haha..plus++,,,i can bathe by myself!=D mum fetched.get discharged at 1++pm.tat was right after lunch.had macaroni soup.but then eat little only.suddenly no appetite.and felt like vomitting.=s

saiwd bb and get well soon to monica.she looks sad.maybe cos she got no friend there.hmm..hais.what to do..=/ had to walked slowly lor..pain seyy.and a bit cramped.wala~~ ayah drove the car.standby a plastic bag in case i vomit.cannot tahan..!was send home.and rest.left at home with ali.the rest go school.

3 days never fast.feeling: a bit guilty.the rest break fast at home.i cannot walk much.if not,have gone to bik ati's house and break fast there...

hmm..tats all i guess i got in mind of what to write..sorry hor if its boring.=S got anything else ask me.=)

12:28 PM
Love fruits...

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

+[[ BORED. ]]+

blogging twice today.
updating for the past
2 days.

SATURDAY.
went for tuition.
had maths n eng test.
waa~~
never bring my calculator.
after tat went to khatib mrt
with syafiq.
took cab from there
to yishun safra.
the cost:$2.90.
join the rest of
my family members there.
theres family day
organised by my
father's company.
quite fun lar..
got a lot of food.
wahaha.
ate so much there.
and desserts.
i love them!
my siblings the rest
go play games.
and they got many
water bottles
and stickers.
had some of them.
given by my siblings.
thnx,guys!
love ya!=))
mum went for
her appointment nearby
there.waited in car.
some even till sleep.
then went to geylang.
tot of buying baju raya.
but then the place
very packed and
not so many shops open.
bought those shirts lar.
all ladies same colour.
had black n yellow.
finally,went over
to west coast.ate
there.had just rojak.
and shared drink with
my sis.and we went home.

SUNDAY.
1st day fasting.
woke up at 3.45am.
had sahur.
ate banana,
1 glass of herbal drink,
1 glass of soya milk,
1 glass of plain water,
1 glass of strawberry milk,
3 slices of papaya.
quite full.

prayed together
with family.
then slept till 10am.
helped out to do
household chores.

went to jb with
mum and sya
at 1.30pm.
lucky not jamm there.
go mydin and bought
curtain and baju raya.
pink color for whole family.
another set coming.
brown maybe.

bought hangers.
9 sets of 6.
wanna hang all my clothes.
so more organized.

went to pasar tani.
bought food for
break fast.
quite a lot.

break fast at home.
only ayah not present.
he working.
almost all food
bought finished.
phew!

prayed and read
quran.
watched s'pore idol.
been msging with
friends.and i slept then.

dada~~

7:09 AM
Love fruits...

+[[ flying colours?? ]]+

jus sat for eng
and malay paper 1.
ends at 12pm.

eng ans qns.2.
to write bout sumtink
you dont like and found it
fulfilling in the end.
yeah,,sumtink like tat.

malay answered
qns 1 for section a.
to write an informal
letter to this sucessful
friend,watever.O.o

section b did qns 4.
to write bout this
wedding invitation blahblahblah.
its decriptive.
but mine,,dunnoe lah..

met ms wong after tat.
at 2e6 classroom.
together with pcds.
theres only ladies there.
asked bout sets topic.
and did some algebra qns.

went home take 157
with shann n farah.
thnx farah for the 5cents.

mum fetch me at interchange.
went to boon lay
buy stuffs for her catering.
i sleep in car.
so tired.

2nd day of fasting
already.tonight
dunnoe eat what..
hmm..
guess im having
curry fish.=)

-THE END-

6:45 AM
Love fruits...

Saturday, September 23, 2006

+[[ its POSTPONE. ]]+

went to school as usual.
hmm..
sci went through
wb.gosh!
i never do lorr..

eng go through
yesterdae's ws.
hw:finish summary.

history discuss bout
chapter 11.
go through qns
in wb.
last min do one.
wuak3..

music lesson played
truth or dare.
fun.
hahax.
too much to elaborate..=))

maths.
learned new stuff
but still on variations.
hw:ex.7c.

mly was ok.
discussed bout stuffs
for paper 1 tis
coming mon.
hais..
pening-pening.
somewhat the format
for letter-writing
is different from what
i learnt at hmt lor..
aiyoyo..
=/

need to clear ALL stuff
under table.
CLEARED already.
phew!
lucky mum fetch seyy..

went straight to NUH.
register at counter first
at Clinic A.
then went to foodcourt.
ate banana split
and healthy snack set.
shared with sya.
she got discharged today lorr..

met doc.
he said not going for op
today.phew!
i very scared already lorr.=/

haha.
sya like robot.
eat also very slow.
so,,
as a VERY GOOD SIS,
i help to feed her lor..
wahaha~~
hee.

went back home with cik idah,
my neighbour.
went to boon lay place.
ate kopitiam.
had only almond beancurd w longan.
then go buy some bahulu
at bahulu warisan.
then went home.

now left alone at home.
the rest went for silat.
sya n fiq not well
so they will just
be sitting one corner
over there..

aiyoyo..
tmr got family day
by dad's company.
im not coming lorr
cos got tuition.
and theres TEST!
omg.
haiya..
if can dont want to miss both lor..
but then hv to sacrifice one.
hmm..
chose to go for tuition still.=))
niwae,,
the family day ends at 1pm.

now watching SURIA GEMILANG
at suria.
brought LIVE at kpg. glam.
not that fun lor..
hmm..
interesting??ok lar.
so-so..

kies..
got to heat up
those food in kitchen..
hais..
dada~~

12:12 PM
Love fruits...

Friday, September 22, 2006

+[[ hola. ]]+

so its been 6 days
already i never update.
hmm..
aniwae,,

last mon and wed,
18/9/06 n 20/9/06,
had hmt eoy exam.
oklar the qns.
still managed to do..
=)
got to leave school
at 1.00pm.
haha.
no maths on wed.
and half of history on mon.

played soccer during pe
on mon n tues.
mon was the leg or watever thingy.
tues was the head thingy.
got me spinning!=S
summore no mood.
wahaha~~
tues double period of pe.
yippee!
soccer all day.
=))

tues,,
after school went to eat at
banquet near school.
never buy anything there.
then theres this bee
disturbing us.
wala~~
kindda irritated and scared.
what if it sting any of us??
lucky got tis man
help kill the bee.
with,,
nono pe shirt..
then went buy ice cream.
had mint choc chip.
long time never eat.

when back to school with kt n farah.
we 'studied'.
crapped and sat
near the spiral stairs.
theres alex n ben also.
blowed bubbles.
ben especially,
from starting till
when we want to go home sia..

_________________

TODAY.
school was ok.

ipw was urmm..
boring?
yeah.seriously speaking.

hi was ok.
discussed chp 11.
hw:do pg 25-28 of wb.

eng n cme was ok.
did ws.

OMG!
the boys toilet stinks lorr.
i walked pass really cannot tahan.=X
and can be smelled till
in the class lorr.
wth..
pretty distracted.=/

recess ate rice+curry chicken
went down with pcds
except farah n kt.

teacher never come.
but we have ws to be done.
argh..

maths was ok.
did variations.
quite simple.=))

then eng lesson.
arranged tables n chairs
for exam sitting arrangement.
did ws again.

after school...
went to jp
with farah,shann,nono.
ate at long john silver.
had treasure meal for $3.50.
looked around for farah's sis
bracelet.
then go popular
they go buy stuff.

farah not feeling well
so she went home first.
went to jwcl with shann n nono.
did our hw.
basically,
eng,maths n sci.
went home at 7++pm.
arrived home at 8.15pm sharp.
the bus all full lor.
had to wait for long.

kies.
im done.
and phew!
hw almost done!
yippee!=))

11:09 AM
Love fruits...

Saturday, September 16, 2006

+[[ I've Done 66 Out Of 125 Crazy Things ]]+

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(+) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(+) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(+) been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(+) snuck out of a parent's house
(+)had feelings for someone who didn't have them
back
(+) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(+) had a crush on an older person
(+) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(+) seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(+) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER
friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(+) been on a plane
( ) thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(+) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship (emotionally)
(+) taken pain killers
(+) love/like someone right now
(+) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes
go by
( ) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 15

Level 8
(+) had a tea party
(+) flown a kite
(+) built a sand castle
(+) gone puddle jumping
(+) played dress up

SO FAR: 20

Level 9
(+) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(+) cheated while playing a game
(+) been lonely
(+) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 24

Level 10
(+) used a fake/someone else's ID
(+) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

SO FAR: 26

Level 11
(+) been tickled
(+) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(+) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 29

Level 12
(+) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(+) had detention
(+) been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 32

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
(+) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) had deja vu
(+) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 34

Level 14
(+) hated the way you look
(+) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(+) questioned your heart
(+) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(+) squished barefoot through the mud
(+) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean
(+) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 41

Level 16
(+) cried yourself to sleep
(+) played cops and robbers
(+ ) recently coloured with crayons/colored
pencils/markers
(+) sang karaoke
(+) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 46

Level 17
(+) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(+) made prank phone calls
(+) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of
your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 49

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(+) watched the sun set with someone you
care/cared about
(+) blown bubbles
(+) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 52

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
(+) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full
of people
(+) gone roller skating/ blading
(+) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

SO FAR: 55

Level 20
(+) worn pearls
(+) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins

SO FAR: 57

Level 21
(+) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
(+) kissed a fish
(+) worn the opposite sex clothes
(+) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 61

Level 22
(+) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(+) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(+) stayed up all night

SO FAR: 64

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
( ) aren't scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 64

Level 25
(+) believe in ghosts
(+) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes(in a
lifetime)
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

SO FAR: 66

YOUR TURN,NOW!=))
copy the whole text and write:
I've Done __ Out Of 125 Crazy Thing

9:15 AM
Love fruits...

+[[ stop spreading lehs.. ]]+

yayness!
at last got to school
in time.
yippee!=))

lessons todae was fun.
sci got test.
kindda ok.

eng did ws.
on synthesis n transformation
and stuff.

history was ok.
as usual.
discussed why s'pore was
separated frm m'sia last time.
that was till recess.

recess was urmm..ok.
"long" queue.
stuck for long time.
at last go to another queue
and made it.
rushing to eat.
cos not much time left.
the curry chicken
so thick
and not so nice the taste..
kindda salty..=S

music was enjoyable.
blowed bubbles.
played truth or dare.
truth the qns goes like this,
urmm..actually i forget lehss..
sorrie.=S
niwae,,
for dare,,
got to "pull" amirul/wai siong's
pants and show a horny face.
ok,,tats urmm..
i dunnoe what to comment.hahax.

then got tis time,,
i slap shann's butt.
then she immediate reaction..
go turn arnd
and want to kick amirul.
lucky he quickly got away seyy..
then we all laugh2
like hell lor..
then got to noe its me!
wakaka!

maths dun really pay attention.
i was daydreaming all along.
and talk2.

mly was ok.
and nex mon got karaoke!!
wth..
wala~~
not relaxing anymore lor..
its MORE STRESSFUL!!!!!
waaa!!!!!!!!!
i dun wan sing lar..=S

then skool ends.
it raining heavily.
did sci hw qns.
and put in teacher's
pigeon hole.
pass letter to mdm.

not going for np todae.
back pain lar..

then went kfc at jp.
farah go eat there.
bought apple pie at mac.
then join farah at kfc again.

then went jwcl.
we dun really study lorr..
flip through all those
cooking books tat was
left under the table..
lol.
got many lor..
at last,,
jus do the sci ws
on the puzzle whatever stuff.

then go home.
took 242.

arrived home at 4++pm.
teacher called.
ask y i never go np todae.
told her.
then sae i never give letter??
told her i gave mdm already lor..
and she said
take care and bb.
tats all.
and i put down the phone.

kies..
enough of my granfather story..
tata~~

p/s. hey,,stop telling arnd lehs..niwae,,if u noe alreadi,jus keep ur mouth shut.dun need spread around lar..PLEASE!!hais..

8:37 AM
Love fruits...

Friday, September 15, 2006

+[[ craziness in me ]]+

yesterdae comp breakdown.
so cannot update.
like who cares. >,<
aniwae,
im starting off with todae first.=))

THURSDAY,14 SEPT. 06'
late for school.
its the bus!blame it lor!
starting of the day was..
kindda boring for me.=S
6 more days and IM DONE
with the fasting!=))

ipw was boring.
maths was fun.
cos FONN "harassed" each other.
by the neck.
farah kept pushing her table to the front.
im squeezed.
never joined in so often
in gossiping.
wahaha~~~~
fasting mah..
aniwae, im INNOCENT.hehe..

played bubbles.
i brought one.
she saw it.
and get scolded.
but nagged,a bit.

after school went for dc.
from 2.30-4.30.
read novel then did
maths hw.
raining.
borrowed olga's hp
called mum.
ask her fetch me.
thanks olga!=))

mum fetched.
while waiting,sit with synn and olga
at canteen,do hw;sci.
then somebody hit me with a ball
at my back.
and it hit directly
at the back pain lor.
wth..

went over to sheng shiong
for a while.
bought Tiger biscuit,
lavender prickly heat powder,
caramel+maple syrup pudding,
cucumber.
total $5.80.

then to boon lay place.
go the SKP shop.
mum want buy stuffs there
for her catering
this week.
followed her.
bought bubbles+pen refill(green).
then mum bought bahulu
at the shop bahulu warisan.
aniwae,,
the bahulu there very nice one..
so,,buy lor..
but she ate it very fast lor..
want to eat also cannot
cos im fasting!
wuak3...

take is at childcare.
then go nyayi''s place.
wait for azan
then break fast there.
had white rice+soy sauce+fish.
yummy!
drank hot milo+ice water.
ate together-gether with
my cuzzies.
fun lehss..=))
more yummy!
prayed there.
then go back.

kies..
im done with todae.

WEDNESDAY,13 SEPT. 06'
was late for school.
side pain.
and bus was late.
aniwae,
i still satisfied lorr.
cos get to take
the NEW 198 bus.
very spacious and nice
and i LOVE IT!
=))

really had no mood.
had a "fight" with him early morning.
don wish to elaborate more.
forget it.
i don even want to bother anymore..

dnt made my artefact.
its almost done.
i guess by next week should
be ok lorrr.
art left with final design only,
and im done.

after school supposed go dc.
went to find mr.t
but he on mc.
so leave msg to the clerk.
mum fetch.

after tat,
go IMM.
buy groceries.
then go this NTUC insurance
booth.
mum bought loads of food.
argh!!
food,food.
and im fasting.
theres like 1h more to break fast??!
aniwae..
i managed to throw away my nafsu
for makan lorr..
hehe..
goody-girl!=))

hais..
tired,tired.
left only a few more weeks.
have to motivate myself more.
stress,stress.
HELP!
**dun tink i'll be gooing for np tmr lehs..
having bad back pain now..=S
**i dun wan go for *********!!
MAMA!HELP ME!!waa~~

2:19 PM
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

+[[ piak,piak! ]]+

yeah!
at last!
me to school!
yippee!
so not suffer in boredom anymore!

still painful lorr.
but then jus tahan.
fasting todae.
mum dont know.
if not,
i surely have to break fast lor..
coz i need to eat medicines lorr..
hehe.

skool was urm..
ok.
got eng hw and maths.
dnt i havent done yet.
=S

story all those ghost stuff
in class.
no malay as he never come.
sat at the chair at
the 4th level.
does mly and ..?
i forgot.

art was ok.
colour combination almost done.
EOY for art is
12 OCTOBER 2006.
wala~~
so fast seyy..

been pinching each other's cheeks.
wala~~
whoah..painful sia..
su pinch much worse lor..
use finger somemore.
aniwae,serve me right lor..
wuak3...
i start pinch her first what..

no assembly.
pccg lesson talk
and tell ghost story.
fun.
scary.

kies..
early this morning.
never bring thermometer.
pretend to take temperature with
shann's thermometer.
then borrowed nono's
thermometer casing.
its opaque aniwae,
so nobody knows
if its empty inside..
hehe..

hmm..
after school,,
walk at the canteen.
met jia yu and np mates.
kena 'bully' lorr..
by jia yu especially.=S
we like lil' children lor then..
ahakx..

went to the shop behind school.
shann n pnad go
eat.i sit
one corner.
fasting mah..

then took 198
with farah.
went jwcl.
studied and stuff there.
borrowed books.
then theres this group
of guys,,
saying all those dirty things
they read this book
and take turns to read lor..
then some more read loudly..
wala~~
i want to laugh seyy
but then still can control.
keep asking farah
whatever formula
for maths though i noe them all.
jus to stop laughing lor..
serious and focus.
hehe..

went home.
took 242.
then mum got home
from fetching is
from childcare.
then i told her that i fast lorr.
aniwae,its jus a few more
mins lor..
so she cannot do anything..
hehe..

kies..
got loads of stuff still
havent done yet.
tata-titi-tutu~~

12:09 PM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

+[[ SICK! ]]+

hais..
3 days neva update.
super tired lor.

lets start off with last sat,9/9/06.
ayte..
went to library
with farah and kt.
we studied and stuff.

borrowed novels,
as usual.
but can guarantee im so
gonna NOT read all,though.

took pics.
and we posed alot.
lol.crappy..

went to kfc after tat.
im full so
jus buy hot fudge sundae
at mac.
then join the two
at kfc.

after tat we walk2 around jp.
in search of farah's ribbon.
-tats her new trademark btw.
RIBBONGIRL.=P
at last got at
Cards n Such.

went home straight.
took 242.
continue doing the
berkat and stuff
for my aunts wedding.
hais,tired,tired,sia..

finished the whole thing
with my father
cos the rest all tired and
they were sound asleep already lor..
the next morning which
was urmm..
sunday,10/9/06..

kies..
im super tired alreadi.
1 whole day never sleep.
and summore im fasting
to pay back all those
days i owed last year.

had my early breakfast
at around 5.30am.
then i pray.
and i slept.

first time i wake up so late.
12++pm.
gosh!!
tats super late for me already lor..
i usually wake up at
5 or 6am lor..
even though its not schooling.

hmm..
then,,im left at home with
nur and sha.
we crapped and stuff
for awhile.
then i continued sleeping.
the boys going soccer.

then im left home again with
nur and syafiq.
the rest of my family
go to my aunt's wedding
at fort canning.
cool..

i wanted to join,
but then got loads of hw
havent do lorrss..
=S

hmm..
did my hw at night.
cos tats the only time i get
to absorb everything.
and at last i've
made myself understood physics.
yippee!
and finally,
i get done all my sci.
=))

AND TODAE??!
i've prepared my school bag and
and done all my hw and stuff all last night.
but then,,
too bad im not coming
to school.
my side
which had the insect bite
was swollen and painful+itchy.
i cannot tahan lorr.
then got some illness also lorrr.

hmm..
at first thought of fasting.
then i break my fast
cos i have to eat the medicines.
forced by mum to eat.
went to banquet near school.
ate nasi ayam there.
i really had no appetite
these few days lorr..
i dunnoe why.
wala~~

see doctor todae.
got some muscle cramp.
painful,okie??!
then the insect bite,,
i kena some kind of
infection.
hais..
and anytime these days,
im going for surgery.
got some problem.
im super scared lorr
when the doctor said that..=S
HELP!

kies,,
and tats all for now.
c-ya!=))

12:18 PM
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Saturday, September 09, 2006

been busy lately.
my aunt getting married.
so my family doing the berkat.
2000 pcs.
no joke.
till my hands tired lehs..
after tis im soo
gonna make sure
im going to PAMPER MYSELF!

hais..
still got a lot more to go.
hmm..

jus now in the morning
arnd 10++am,
received msg from li er,
saying tat;
"Gt training at 11 to 6 todae...Latest reach skool at 11.30...pls spread.."
i was like,
wth lar..

strawberry called me
was also msging
with mei qi,farah n su lor..
hais..
last min tell one..
wala~~
so im not going.
cos im super busy.
and my father
will be writing me a letter
to give mdm lor nex week..

a bit siao today.
me and my siblings
we crapped a lot lor todae.
then listen to songs.
sing2 like mad people like tat..
wuak3..
very funny lehs
yet fun.
and i enjoy
and love it!=))

wala~~
one more thing
before i end.
my right part of my body
was like not functioning well lor..
more of like cannot move well lor.
maybe bcos of the insect(centipede)
bite.
have not seen doctor.
later lar..
and my butt felt numb!=X
i see first how..
if get worse,
i think im going hospital lor..

oh ya!last post
i wrote..
wild ball??
aniwae,
its supposed to be..
WILD BOAR.
hehe..
thnx farah!=))

kies,,
i tink tats all for now.
only get a few moments of break lehs.
gotta continue with my job lors..
tata-titi-tutu!

11:37 AM
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Friday, September 08, 2006

+[[ MR.C <3s ME! ]]+

wondering who is MR.C
ehk?
well,
actually,,
MR.C is the COCKROACH!!!
wakaka!
ok,its lame.
niwae,
i was in the kitchen
heating up the food.
then i felt something
crawling..yew!
i thought wat seyy..
skali hor,,
its MR.C lor!!
wala~~
and its coming up my face lor..
then i shout and jump around.
and my siblings they all
laugh2 like hell..
wth..
wakaka...~
funny lors.
but im kindda disgusted.
*bluwek!*

2:01 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

+[[ out of the COMFORT ZONE ]]+

been to Pulau Ubin
for the past 3 days,
sat(2/9/06) to monday(4/9/06).
got ATC,
3D/2N camp.

1ST DAY
woke up at 5++am.
get ready to school.
mum sent there.
school gate not open,
so go to the shop behind school.
theres the rest there.
assembled at quadrangle.
filled up water bottle with water.

took bus to jetty at changi.
then take bumboat to Pulau Ubin.
first time seyy go there..

walked dunnoe how many km.
but its super tiring.
dun believe?
give it a try.
wuak3...
then somemore plus my heavy bag and water bottle.
waa~~

reached there and
theres like 3-4 schools only
that have arrived.
im in Group 12,
last group.
aka LAOS.
made up of 11 BOYS AND 1 GIRL.
and im the only girl there.
rose among the thorns??

theres ice breaking session.
in my group:
-2 bvss(louis,sebastian)
-2 bbss(khairul or khairil??,james)
-2 hkss(shahril,haiqal)
-1 fss(ahmad)
-3 cwss(i benjamin,leon,jin dubooe wat?)
-theres 1 more,but i cant remember who..

did tent pitching.
ouh..
super bad.
i dunnoe how to pitch the tent!
slept with surianah's group.
made frens with
zulaikha aka ika from hkss,
wanting from fss,
nuteal?? from fss.
the others like sombong,
so i don like care.
>,<

then lunch.
we all given ration each.
each packet got
-4 pkts of instant noodles
-2 pkts of milo
-2 pkts of pocari sweat
-1 tin of small chicken satay
-1 tin of tuna OR sardine.(i got tuna)
-1 pkt of horlicks.
-1 pkt of choc biscuits.
-1 pkt of plain biscuits.
-1 tin of pineapple fruit.
-1 tin of curry chicken.
-2 pkts of honey+apricot biscuit.(yummy!)

all these to be consumed
during the whole camp.
i surely cannot finish.=X

had lunch.
then got some activities.
and games.
my CI: Mark Sir.
hes ok lar..
got lecture from him.

dinner time.
we wash up first.
group 1-6 go eat first.
grp 7-12 go wash up.
given 1 and half hour.

at night sleep in the tent.
i sleep at the very end.
kena stung by insect.
i dunnoe what.
very painful.
tahan for bout 1h like tat.
then i really cannot tahan,
go wake ika up.
she also actually cannot sleep.
we went toilet first
then see mdm.
got bite at my side at the
waist area.
super red and swollen.
cannot move a lot.

go to mdm at
the canteen.
they like shock.
and still some more say,
"u want go toilet?go ah.."
i never sae anitink yet lor.
wth.
me n ika was like laughing.
then i tolld them.
brought to e toilet.
have a look at my insect bite.
they put antiseptic
and i shout lor..
painful sia..
wala~~
really cannot tahan.
then go back to camp.
with ika.
lucky got her.
ty,ika!
time was arnd 1.40am.

then we talk2 in tent.
cos both cannot sleep.
skali she talk2,
i go sleep.
then i woke up in the middle of the night,
saw she also sleeping.
and theres tis girl right,
sleep quite violent sey..
wala!
leg keep changing position lor..
some moments at my neck,
then at my leg,
then my body,,
lucky never hit \
my painful part seyy..

still can remember,
tat time i sleeping,
was half asleep.
then i kindd realize pulling off sommething
quite huge
from my side.
tats when i feel the pain coming lor..
haiya..

2ND DAY,
feeling bad.
cannot move a lot.
not joining for morning pt.
pity the rest.
very torturing!
aiyah..
i really cannot tahan lehs..
the pain affects my movements lor..
troublesome.
yet,goodie!
cos i dun need to do morning PT..
hehe..

and u noe wat?
my butt feels numb.
and my right side of the body
like cannot move so well lar..

breakfast i eat
honey+apricot biscuit.
drank a bit of milo.
was appointed the IC for the group.
have to know the schedule;
-breakfast
-activity cycle 2(pioneering and initiative games)
-lunch
-activity cycle2 (ATF aka Adventure training facilities)
-land expedition
-dinner n wash-up
-campfire preparation
-campfire
-lights out.

activity cylcle.
did pioneering.
need to build a car.
using knots and lashings.
given;
-3 sparse,
-13 dowel poles,
-1 ball of twine,
-a few manila hams.

we constructed a rectangular car.
lame lor..
and they all super lazy.
all dunooe.
wtf..
i have to do the lashings lor..
wala~~
even clove hinge also dunnoe..
wat do u expect else from them?
forget them.
of no use lor.
ought to be shameful.
talk much.
bully only.
wth.
asshole sia..
and at last,
i got blisters.
im adding more pain to myself!!
lucky got K to help.
at least he knows lorr..
not like THEM.

initiative games.
played balloon message.
u jus passed the balloon around
while music is being played.
then the one holdong on
to the balloon when the music is stopped,
will have to blow it up and burst it
then pass around the message
that was inside the balloon.
then we played the game "evolution"
tis game u play scissors paper stone
to get to the next level.
total theres 5 levels.
-egg
-chick
-chicken??
-eagle
-immortal
-then u finish with the immortal,u go out.
when the ends,
the winner,those
finished being immortal
do forfeit;
Stand in toilet bowl position.
sit on each others leg.
sing a song.
entertain others.
hahax.
they all dun want to do,
then the rest of us have to do seyy.
wth..
then played one last game.
u follow the leader.
theres 8 by 4 boxes.
follow whichever box the leader stepped.
each box only two legs can enter.
theres roadblock(only the mdm knows)
then given 15 sec
for everybody to get out of the box.
the last one to get out or
those who still havent get out by 15 counts,
will have to do forfeit.

ATF was super fun.
did the gun shooting,
rock climbing,
maze,
and lower ropes elements.
joined group 12-wilson and kay wee's grp,
cos mine got no girls,
theirs have.
made frens with them.
they r;
-fardiana frm hkss,
-diana frm hkss
-rabiatul frm fss,
-shikin frm bbss.
we talked + crapped a lot lor..
hahaks!

the gun shooting not so fun.
then we do the maze.
locked up into this tunnel.
super damn dark.
and its poorly ventilated.
theres puddles of water.
my shoes all wet lar..
and something moving2
and shaking.
scary sia..
and at last we made
our way out.
phew!
and 1 more surprise..
the sir go stand and laughing
evilly.
very scarry.
we shouted and screamed lor.
and shaking
and hugging one another.
then he smiled at u..
thought who seyy..
wala~~
aniwae,nice experience.
lesson taught;
-to do things all the way.
-have confidence.
-believe in myself.
-strategy.
-perseverence.
-endure.
see for example,
i've SUCCESSFULLY made my way out of the dark tunnel.look,i dont give up.i keep on trying.with effort,i made it at last.so,since i can do it,i guess i dont see why i cant succeed in other areas im weak at right?the elements to success would simply jus be:PERSEVERANCE,UNDURE,CONFIDENCE,TRUST,AND TO DO IT ALL THE WAY THRU!and,,I BELIEVE IN MYSELF!

then after the maze,
go rock climbing.
cool and fun.
at the sametime,
tiring.
climbed the hardest one.
but at least i made it to
the third one and
reaching the fourth cum last panel.
then tried the easiest one.
get to the very top!
hiphip,hooray!
cheers~~

last station,
the low rope elements.
its located the hill.
tis time round taking
us is Kenneth Sir.
he quite funny lehs..
and love challenges too,tats what he told us.
we got to walk on the
ropes lor..
then he asked all girls stand
together on the rope.
and sing a song for him.
we sang the song the CI taught us
during the morning PT.
then its the boys turn lor..
super hard sey
for all 10 of them to stand still.
surely got some one fell off one..
went dismissal,
kenneth sir
showed us the different types of push-ups,
theres;
-normal one,
-spider,
-diamond,
-then theres this one u do push up while u crawl.
-one hand,
-knuckle
-thumb.
-and many more.
i jus cant remember the rest.
but theres a lot mmore.
and the kenneth sir can do it lor..
like wth..
hehe...

then we assemble.
had lunch.

get ready for land expedition.
divided into 6 groups.
my grp with farah's.
yey!got strawberry!
walked to the golden chief's village.
super tiring.
did hornet and wild ball?? drill.
wala~~
sirs treat us drink.
my group,i drank first..
ladies first mah,
somemore i the only girl and IC
for the group.
wuak3...
walked back to campsite.
sort of thru shortcut?
hmm..
thru the jungle.
sang songs.
the rest not sporting sia..
very boring one lar..
at last left me,farah,ct,
strawberry n khairul sing.
the rest like hack care,
wtf..??!
and they like dun noe many songs lar..
very boring leh sing2 the same OLD SONG..
>,>
IM SO PISSED??!yeah..

got back to campsite.
and wash up.
not enough time.
waa~~
i jus pour water.
use some soap,
wipe myself
and squad tee.
comb my hair
and tie it up.
very quickly.
no time already mah..=_='

hurried to tent,
and noe wat??
i found my track pants lost!!
wtf??!
put inside my bag also lost!!
asshole bdh!!
summore i jus bought it!!
cost a lot for me,if not u!!
$9.50 ok??!!
think wat??
my mother a lot of money is it??!
summore its new lor!!
i jus used it ONCE!!
ONCE LEH!!
NOT TEN TIMES!!
BDH!!
WALA!!!
ASSHOLE LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MONEY IS IT,GO TAKE OTHER PEOPLE ONE???!
ITS NOT LIKE AS IF ITS NIGHT TIME LEHS!!
STILL CAN SEE WHOSE BAG RIGHT??!!
*******!!!!!!!

went to nordin's campsite
for campfire preparation.
done cheer
and skit.
the skit follow hynp one lar..
MY NP LIFE.
the cheer,
quite funny lehs.
done by wilson group member.
it sounds like hindustan song.
i cant remember...=S

all gather at the field.
me group joined wilson's.
stand at tthe back together with
the others.
melissa,ashikin,fadli,kay wee,isaac.
we crapped lor.
yellow.
the sec 3s from melissa group join in
also lehs..
wala~~
very chaotic.
then we laugh like hell.
wilson summore.

campfire still oklar..
sat with wilson and kay wee.
wilson disgusting lor.
hahax.
then summore in front got sir.
wala~~
pai seyy seh..
hehe.
towards the end,
me and wilson,
we slept lor..
summore its dark.
nobody see..
so sleep lor.
i wake up only when others
clapping lor..
wakakka~~

went back to campsite.
soo sleepy already.
group 11 & 12,
mine's and wilson's,
kena stayback seyy.
aniwae,
we never get to perform lor..
wth.
one good thing is:we dont need to perform.yeah?!
bad thing:WASTING OUR TIME SIA!!WTF??!

slept.
in tent.
ok,i dun feel pain.
ALMOST the whole day.
cos i never thought of it at all.
but then hor..
kena pushed seyy
to the very end
till the injured area hit a rock
and i cannot move anywhere lor..
its jus tat position with the rock under me..
walla~~
i really cannot tahan seyy.
but then i sleep lor.
till morning.

3rd day,
hooray!
going back home!
yippee!
no more tortuiong from the guys lor..
mo more bullies!!
yippee!
at last im free!
basically,the schedule is;
-morning pt
-breakfast
-area cleaning.

Woke up with back pain
and the injured part became worse lor..
waa~~
didnt joined the rest for morning PT,AGAIN.
and i daydream lor..
ct sprained her ankle.
then many chest pain..
after tat,
do pack up.
then bring out our bags.
and do area cleaning.
wiped up the tent sheets lor..
troublesome seyy.
only did sheets for 2 tents??
waa~~
then we broke up into our own units.
partner with mei qi.
we walked back to jetty.
phew!
at least dun feel so tired and long seyy..
and we sing2 lor..
and they made us run!
burgh..
and the jvss not fair!!!
they get to take van to the jetty lor!!
wth??!
then we walk??
aniwae,its healthier..
wakaka!

took bumboat back to Spore.
arrive somewhere near 12pm.
super tirirng.
slept in bus.
nobody sat beside me.
ms wong sat lor..
slept with my star marshmallow.
someone was like,
"u bring star ti ATC??!"
so shock seyy the voice.
i was like half asleep already,
open up my eyes a little and say,
"ah?ya.."
and continue sleeping.
sir and mdm at the back sleeping.
ms wong go take pics lor..
funny lehs.
all very tired lehs..
me and kay wee kept laughing,
wahaha!

arrive in skool.
i tot still sunday seyy.
very surprised to see many students
at skool lor.
then asked others wat day,
they "Monday,lar.."
okok,paiseh myself.
fall in at quadrangle.
water parade.
had enough of the Pulau Ubin water.
too many chlorine lehs.
at last got s'pore water.
phew..

aniwae,
theres a dead bee in front of me.
ya,at first i was scared lor..
what if it suddenly alive leh??
walal~~

get dismisssed.
went to mac at jp with farah n mei qi.
mei qi take away.
me and farah
dine in.
had student meal each.
she upsize,i dont.

then go home.
take 193.got aircon one..
wee~~!

got home
and theres no one.
called mum
at the shop downstairs.
she arrived shortly after
with grandma.
yeah!
at last met grandma!
i long time never see her..
busy lehs..
mum taking her to NUH for
her check up.
haiz..
hope theres nothing serious..
oh god,save my grandma! >.<

ate at the foodcourt there.
had almond jelly longan(my fav!)
sha had rainbow ice cream??(her fav!)

then go to westcoast.
had rojak.
then went home.
i slack.
told mum and shared with her
bout the ATC camp lor.
she only laughed??!
hais..
and i went to bed..
and i sleep
till next morning!
waa~
missed my morning prayer!
walal~~
3D never pray..sumoore now??!
haiz..

3:15 AM
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